About A Boy

i moved. blog moved too.

2009-08-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

aliens,

this guy have moved to wordpress ya. check out his latest blog here http://www.nelsdzyre.tk/

see ya.

2009-07-07T23:14:00.001+08:00

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* . . About You . . *
Eye Color::	Black
Hair Color::	Black
Height::	around 178
Favorite Color::	Purple
Screen Name::	Nelsdzyre
Favorite Band::	its not a band its a korean group called 'Girls Generation' or SNSD
Favorite Movie::	The Cave of the Golden Rose recently being reminded by my cousin
Favorite Show::	Star Golden Bell ! you should watch this.
Your Car::	Perdana V6 both tune-in settings. Perfect black colour, well balancing in and out of the total weight. Well basiclly its pefectly tuned
Your Hometown::	Puchong
Your Present Town::	Puchong?
Your Crushes First Name::	Ju Er
Your Grade::	college?
Your Style::	Observant
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?:	yes. 17th floor high.
Kissed someone in the rain?:	nope
Danced in a public place?:	yes
Smiled for no reason?:	I always thinking of something so this is normal for me. The answer is yes btw
Laughed so hard you cried?:	Yep
Peed your pants after age 8?:	I'm not sure that is after 8 or not. But i peed on my pants before
Written a song?:	Yeh
Sang to someone for no reason?:	for no reason eh haha totally yes
Performed on a stage?:	yeh. Choir performance
Talked to someone you don't know?:	Common?
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?:	erkk rarely.
Made out in a theatre?:	woh. kiss yes.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?:	nope. actually i forgot when i first try it.
Been in love?:	Yeah.
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?:	Josh
Tell you, I love you?:	Ho Tian Ai
Kiss you?:	Ho Tian Ai
Hug you?:	Ho Tian Ai
Tell you BYE?:	Josh
Write you a note?:	no. Its been a long time and i don't even friggin remember who
Take your photo?:	Sofia
Call your cell phone?:	Last call received is Joshua house number
Buy you something?:	Ho Tian Ai
Go with you to the movies?:	Sofia, Ivan, Kam Sheng and Jin Hui
Sing to you?:	nope. (more like sing 'with' me)
Write a poem about you?:	Ho Tian Ai
Text message you?:	Spiderpig
Touch you?:	hmm my sister.
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?:	This morning. ehhh wait, its afternoon.
Time you cried?:	a long time ago. I forgotten.
Movie you watched?:	Transformer 2 Revenge of The Fallen
Joke you told?:	Devastator has a big ballz
Song you've sang?:	your call - secondhand serenade
Time you've looked at the clock?:	11:00 which is now.
Drink you've had?:	Sky juice
Number you've dialed?:	Last dialed is P1 hotline
Book you've read?:	Not exactly a book, but i made it look like a book where inside is full of writtings by yenz
Food you've eaten?:	nuggets
Flavor of gum chewed?:	wow. its been a friggin long time. apple i think.
Shoes you've worn?:	my 'playerz' brand shoes
Store you've been in?:	Below my house
Thing you've said?:	'Drink some water' lol
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?:	i wish
Whistle?:	yes
Blow a bubble?:	erm yeh?
Roll your tounge in a circle?:	yes
Cross your eyes?:	how the hell to do that
Touch your tounge to your nose?:	heh i can't
Dance?:	a lil
Gleek?:	nope
Stay up a whole night without sleep?:	easy
Speak a different language?:	I can speak in Malay. (hahahaha)
Impersonate someone?:	taeyeon
Prank call people?:	never
Make a card pyramid?:	back in high school
Cook anything?:	nuggets, french fries and burger
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...:	human again, i want to live normally
I wish ...:	that i can be honest the next time i have the chance to become her best friend again
So many people don't know that ...:	i am actually suffering everyday.
I am ...:	a guy that was blessed with something i don't find it worth it
My heart is ...:	always belong to her.
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feel like writting

2009-06-25T02:55:00.003+08:00

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2009-06-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

Happy. =)

Earphones.

2009-06-01T14:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i went out with the usual 'cousin' to kak sha apartment. The main point of we went there is to watch 'South Park' but as we reach the third episode, everyone gets sleepy and we decided to sleep ._.

Around 6 we went to Digital Mall in PJ. I am looking for a new earphones for my Sony Walkman and i end up getting this pair of red colour earphones under A4tech brand.

Personally, i really am disappointing on the sound produce by this earphones.
So i decided to sell it and get a new one right away.

So, today i went to Digital Mall again but this time its not in PJ but in USJ to look for another new earphones.

After thorough search in the mall, i end up buying this one.

I am SASTIFIED now. =)

Let's blog (The Return) Acoustic Echo

2009-05-30T15:09:00.004+08:00

As title, i am not going to give reason on why there are no updates going on in here. Just to highlight here that Nels is back to blogging days.

Yesterday night, i went to this 'Acoustic Echo' night with my usual small cousin Sofia, her friend Faisal and my sister plus Angah.

When we reached there, i was surprised to see one of the performer invited on the list in the poster pasted almost all the place outside the hall has the name of 'ABeatC' written. That indeed one of the Beatboxer in a group called SRB which in total of 3 beatboxer all together. The other 2 was M3 and my long lost best friend Rave.

I get pretty excited and to confirm whether Rave and the others are going to perform i gave Rave a call when i get seated inside. Its pretty noisy inside so i barely hear a thing he said on the phone. Rave suggested that we continue on SMS. So yeah its true that they are going to perform and they are on the backstage practising!

They are plenty of performer varies from bands, comedians, pianist, acoustic and beatboxer. I am so regret that i cannot bring a long my video cam. I forget to charged up the battery =x Sorry Rave.

Well overall the performance was great. There was some rushing but it worths the night.

Here are some picture snapped by Sofia

Okay before i end this post, i kind of miss RebornRO. The usual Calvin, Mama, Snack, My wife :P and the rest rebornians.

Dead and Gone

2009-05-03T06:12:00.004+08:00

Hey ya'll

As you can see there aren't many post around here.. Well, thanks to myself lately that wasn't able to write out anything eventhough i have the time for it.

Even right now i don't feel like writting at all. I would love to picture my current going on life with just pictures but.. i didin't snap any. O__O

Oh ya, there are some.. but it still in my video cam and my sis camera. I bet she's sleeping soundly right now because its exactly 6.16am now.

I will update my blog with pictures from penang trip with the cousins later on. Yes i know 'pia' i will.

For the bloggers that been nudging me to update, here am i, updating my blog after a long time abandoned it again and again. Ha..

Just head to my clan blog for some updates bout S|N members and me of course.

Hmm i guess i'm clueless on what to blog about now..

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Ohh. There this old game. Ragnarok of course ;} Been ignoring it existence for quite sometimes (RebornRo) i mean. Sorry guys i will take a real break from RebornRO for now (sorry Snack, Mama and you too Jz) I might return one day and donate in the server again. So make sure you keep the server running Jayzy.

Cool its nearly 6.30 now. I gotta take bath and get ready for morning basketball. (have to nudge up that josh first ._. )

Later bloggers. Anything about my current doing, just read over my twitter as im twittering even on mobile and everywhere i am. http://twitter.com/NelsDzyre

This song is for all -

Girls Generation (SNSD) - Into The New World

Love SNSD ! Kara ! Wonder Girls !

Another Heart Call

2009-03-30T23:30:00.003+08:00

His back to blog again. Been neglected this blog for quite sometimes and he decided to update a lil.

What is Nels current status on further studies now?
He waiting for the best colleges for his Gaming Developement course.

Where is he now?
In his room updating his blog.

What does he plan to do while waiting for reply from the colleges?
He planning to work at the new wing of IoI mall. -already applied in some restaurant and went for the interview.

Is Nels having a good life now?
Yes and No. There is no such thing as good life.

If there is no chances on getting a good college for his ' Gaming Developement ' course, will he switch to another course?
Yes. He will go for Networking next.

Which college will he apply for that course?
Any college that will give good study environment and affordable price.

How far does he plan to continue studying?
Master level. (Joking) up till degree.

Do you get his joke?
No.

Other then studying, does he have any other plans in mind?
Side business.

What kind of business?
A business that brings you money.

Yes i know idiot, but what kind?
Still under process of thinking. (seems that he currently have no idea on which business to run)

What job does Nels plan to take in the future?
Prime Minister.

Again seriously?
Probably continue a non troublesome life in HP or try my luck on any gaming industry.

Is he going anywhere?
To the toilet, yes.

Is he still contacting with the rest of the S|N?
Hell yes. Almost everyday he sees those monkey ringing his doorbell.

What does he plan next for the clan?
Join up in the future WCG and WGT tournament.

What does WCG and WGT stands for?
Just shut up and google.

Is his cousin which live above him still alive?
Yes. She currently being an Emo kid now.

What is emo?
screw you.

Better Than Sex

2009-03-04T01:21:00.006+08:00

Haha what a title.I'm sorry because i am totally clueless on what title i should put. :D

Today is super painful day. Thanks to my nurse i have loosen the pain a lil and its going well now. In ragnarok its getting boring day by day, and i still cannot get my reborn cash point and Sim keep calling me desperate (tut you). Stuff never change thou, everyone still keep cursing each other, but we are having fun in a different way.

Sorry aliens but i am not like Sofia! Who had so much crap in mind to make a longggggggggg blog post. I will just add some pictures that i forgotten to upload before.

Which is my new external keyboard!

Also my LCD! (was playing ragnarok LOL)

Oh ya before this next pictures of 3, i want you guys to remember (those who online in rebornro that time) back when Sim said he was holding a guitar. I don't want to say that we are all gay, but i cannot deny the fact that we are all indeed gay including SOFIA! When Sim said his tired holding the guitar, to my surprise i was holding a guitar on that specific time too! ROFL. Want more? To my another surprise, when Sofia came to my house the later time, she told me at that time she was holding her guitar too! HAHAHA we all are ghey lol. So i have decided to have everyone guitar in this post. Enjoy.

Let us start with Sim's guitar. ( and her lil jeany doggy heh)

Next we have Sofia in the house!

and last of course me.

Okay guys that is all i want to blog for now. Sorry if its kind of lame or whatever. I am so tired and i only wish one thing now. Disturb my girl sleeping /gg

haha lets end this post with this funny act of Sasuke!

Original [From naruto manga]

Edited [ahahahahahhaa]

Oops. I can't end the post just yet. Let us hear out this song ya! (great song with wonderful lyrics. awesome)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Godspeed

It's January 1970
Do you remember me
You put me on a boat across the sea,
In the name of victory
But much to my surprise when I arrived
There was no welcoming committee
Instead there was some men for me to kill
And now I see all this is all to real

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

And in his pocket there I saw a picture of his children and his family
And I began to realize this person I despised in actuality
Was not much different from myself
We prob'ly could have taught each other many things
And now I know it's much too late
Although I couldn't hesitate
I checked his gun and his chamber was empty

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

Ooh we know not what we've done
And ooh we know not what we've done

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

Screenshot Time!

2009-03-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

Ciaossu.

I have nothing else to do at my blog so i will just put up some screenshot that i gained inside Ragnarok which is the game i currently pay attention to.

Here are some of the screenies enjoy aliens.

This is my EX guild. They are all cool! haha i love Jabbawockeez! But they have throw away the name and go for a new name. So it stays in history now in RebornRO.

Well this is of course a group of teenagers who have no other stuff to do other then playing ragnarok and take picture of themselves. Fron the left Chuffy, Galatea, Chibi, Conan!

THIS IS THE THE LATEST NEWS! We have a new appointed GM in RebornRO now! Not only that she is new, but she even had the guts to take over our GM Jayzy office! haha. The one on the chair is Mismaganda (my mama)

Ermmm..No comments aliens. :D

ROFL! I found this picture somewhere in my friends myspace album. I know this is out of the title for this post, but come on! That is me and my friends back in FORM 4! God i feel so old.
From the back left, Sufi, Akhbar and the front is no one else other then this cute Me /gg

Aite i guess that is all. Currently my character is afk inside the Dice Event room. Wish i win yeah!

outta

Listen to this song yeahhhhhhhh

eh before that, i found out something funny here. OMG sorry SIM! I don't know why i can't find pictures that have you inside .__. lol

Boys Like Girls
The Great Escape

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Rihanna SMACK down chris brown?! omg

2009-03-01T11:42:00.004+08:00

I double click my firefox, click on my bookmarks and then i choose to visit this blog call ' About A Boy '. When the loading is complete, i saw a greyish background with no decoration anywhere on that blog. I thought to myself, who in heaven that blog with just words lying around their page? So i keep on cursing to the owner of that blog for not having a good taste on being decorative. I decided to close my firefox since there is no point and it is not even entertaining to read a blog that only full with words. Before i could leave, i saw this one thing that stopped me totally. There was a small little button on top right of the blog page. Yes i can't never be wrong, that button will give me the authority to write a new post on that blog. How? Why? I wonder. I have the feeling that i know this blog owner. Despite of all those blurry, i decided to click on that link. So i did. It lead me to a new page where i can name my post with title, edit my fonts, upload pictures and the weirdest thing is i can even MVP inside ragnarok while doing this!

Okay let us continue. I take my time to think on what should i put as the title. I want the owner of this blog to take note that there are people who are disagree on blogs that only contains word. Basically everything in that blog there are only WORDS! Suddenly, my room window was pushed back to its locked state. It is the sign of a very strong wind blazing around outside of my apartment and thanks to that i even got the idea on what to put as the title for this new post. What a bless.

So, I have decided that i will put, ' dude your the one who wrote this ' as the title. The reason I came up with that title, is because i wanted to hide my real identity and in the same way trying make the owner feel real lost on what the heck is happening on his blog. I want him to thought that this new post was created by no one else other then him. Cool huh?

Next i jump to a big blank space where i could write the reason for this post. Here it goes again, I am stucked thinking on what should I write and i need to consider the probability of getting found out by the owner that it was another guy who wrote this. I keep on thinking and I decided to use ' I ' when writting. So that the owner will think that nobody else could have done this beside him. Another cool idea huh?

The only thing that i wrote is only about the blog, the blog, and the blog. It is all about the blog. I ended up the post by writting, ' I have decided that i will colour my blog more with flowers on every side of the page. I promise that I will upload plenty of picture to be view by the readers. I love Malaysia '

I guess that is all the thing that i did this morning. I really hope that the owner will get pissed off and started to decorate his blog. Haha I really feel so glad that such things ever happen to me. Well, after all the writting, i click on publish post at the bottom left of that page and this time i really decided to close my browser. But, something unexpected is coming through in my MSN windows. It is my friend who nudge me in my messenger. He then type ' OI!! your blog change from About A boy to About A GAY boy la!! hahahahah ' .

I go get my tea and never look at myself on the mirror the whole day.

Thanks for reading because i really love wasting all of your time on such a silly made up story. I know you guys love me. ;}

Dear,
Nels (Owner of this blog)

sorry zack late post.

2009-02-28T03:58:00.002+08:00

okay2. I've been neglecting my blog for quite sometimes. I just don't bother to click on new post. Since i am free right now, i will write something or two for yer all to read.

I was suppose to make introduction bout my clan, well thanks to some people in ragnarok (online game that play currently) i wrote it half way and chat with them inside the game. The next morning my laptop restarted and i had lost everything that i type on that introduction. So next time ya crew!

As for myself, hmmh. Currently like i said I'm playing Ragnarok, which is in a private server that are born in Philippines. Most of them, yes they speak their language most of the time. Thanks to that i understand about tagalog a lil haha.

Apart from that, i do meet some cool guys, and yeah some cool babes too /gg. Too bad, the opposite never leave even in fantasy world. I met some bitches too.

Sofia (my cuzzy) ussually log in just to chat and her friend sim seems to be away for already 2 days. What more he can only online at night thanks to his work.

Basically, i've nobody in that server that i knew before, but there is some group of people that willing to chat, share idea, stuff, even jokes around with me. For guy, there this guy name Calvin (please don't make me write his full nick). Next we have my mama! Which is mismaganda also known as paris. Panget too is part of those who love to make fun in the server. We all malaysian called him megit by the way. Lastly, we have this girl. Hahaha yet another Amanda eh sofia? She is kind and also.., well just kind :P. The name is Chibi btw. In tagalog means (SHORTY) okay that was a joke.

So guys, hit me with your post kayyy. I lazy to update the friendlist..i will just go and comment if i am sooooo not lazy.

outta!

oh before that, take this song. I'm not sure whether i have posted this song before, but who cares is on my playlist for quite sometimes now. ;}

Secondhand Serenade
Half Alive

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

Yeah resurrecting The S|N

2009-02-13T14:35:00.005+08:00

Ciaossu everyone.

Well thanks to my free time at home i started to design shirt for my current clan. We have been neglecting our clan name for quite sometimes but now it is time to call forth all the members, to start spreading, our clan names throughout the world (haha sounds funny). Okay seriously, let just look on the damn design.

Well it still in beta phase. There are still plenty more to edit, but i need confirmation from our clan members.

Behold the great clan is back on its feet

to be ressurected

to be remembered

to always be in EVERYONE mind

the only and

the NEVER HEARD

The S|N Clan !!

Front shirt [haha surely need more editing]

Back shirt [we know your SIN baby. You can't hide] [Need more editing]

Alright that is all. Let's finish this post with one of my super fav songs

Halifax
Snow in The Hollywood

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed

Sit back, let the, chemicals find their way into my head tonight
She's my lover, I'm a victim
Not an addict, and I hope I can shake it

She'll scream my name
She'll take everything
If I can play her game
I can stay

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

Get down, let's dance, while I melt in your hands
Take back everything you said tonight
She's my angel, and I'm the wicked
I've got a feeling and I hope I can fake it

She'll scream my name
She'll take everything
If I can play her game
I can stay

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

It's not what I expected
I'm too young to disappear
If I don't turn around and try to fight this never-ending fear
I've lost this battle but I'm still in the war
And I'm trying, but the devil's at my door

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

Nels new looks?!

2009-02-12T20:58:00.005+08:00

Haha here i go again with a new blog post (amazing). Well i did nothing today other then went up to Sofia's house and gave her the Ragnarok files she wanted so much. Then return home and have my hair cut (xD). Well i did some camwhoring and took some pictures of my gaming place. hehe. enjoy.

My workplace/gaming/chatting/anime-ing basically this place is my heaven.

A closer look of my lappy (i know i sarks at putting the laptop sticker)

Hah! my anime savior! xD. I am one of lowyat tester well i own this thanks to p1 willingness. In return, i have to give them feedbacks every weeks and have gathering every month. For those who have no idea what is that, that is a modem given after you subcribe for p1 w1max. Streaming without buffering is everyone dreams no? haha

(Will post more about this on another post haha wait for it internet users!)

My 'borrowed' external keyboard. LOL i know i know i just lazy to go out and buy.

My old amplifier. Mix with two bass speaker as tall as 4 years old baby. Hehe. I just love making my room a super loud stereo room.

Oh ya to those who wonder what i use to online, is my laptop! I forgot to take a picture of my LCD. I just link my laptop and my lcd together and tada! I have a modified desktop (or so) xD

Okay let's get back to this post title. My new looks. Don't laugh =P

man i look so ghey. haha

okay let's end this post with yet another ending song yeah?

Halifax
Hey Italy

I see her body move in deadly positions
Her fingers graze my neck for the last time
Her lungs are spilling out
What's keeping me alive?
What's keeping her alive?
Let's see, let's cut off all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see the victims of the deadliest poison
My face has turned her skin chalk white
My lungs are spilling out
What's keeping her alive, but was she ever dead?
Let's see, there's footprints trailing out of the morgue

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see her body move
I watch her body move (my enemy)
She's deadly poison
My only poison (my enemy)
I see her body move
I watch her body move (my enemy)
She's deadly poison
My only poison

Let's see, let's cut off all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy
My enemy
My enemy
What you did to me
You'll always be my...

Listen sweetie (I see her body move)
You never meant that much to me (I watch her body move, she's deadly poison, my only poison)
Hope your eyes can see (I see her body move)
What you did to me (I watch her body move)
You'll always be my enemy (She's deadly poison, my only poison)

Nels D back to ioi mall

2009-02-11T19:57:00.006+08:00

Today, i woke up late around 11am just to found out that Akhbar is still sleeping peacefully on my house sofa.

Thanks to my lazyness, i continue sleeping on yet another sofa hehe. :P

I was awake by a lame ringtone from Akhbar's lame phone =P. It was Zuqmi by the way who broke our sleeping curse.

Zuqmi asked us to join him to go for a movie in IoI. Akhbar agreed and of course I'm gonna follow up too. Oh ya, before that Naq did message me and ask me to bring his clothes and vast to IoI mall because he accidently left it in my room.

Enough of that here some picturessss ~

We get our tickets ready!

Buying drinks from our NAQ!! LOL and we received free pop corns from his friend ! lol. Thanks!

MY NEW BABY SHE SO COOOOOOLLLLLLLL I LOVE HER SOUND!!!

aite people that is all for now! NelsDzyre back to music life!

Listen to this ya (thanks to spiderpig. ops spidersofia haha)

Evan Taubenfeld
Cheater Of The Year

You told your friends,
You told my friends,
That you got drunk and spent the night
With some guy you didn’t know
At all

Now you are so resisting,
Your story’s inconsistent,
You swear you only kissed him
But I know it’s a lie

You tried to be G rated,
But that’s not how I played it in my head
And you frown like you’ve been crying
But I know that you’re lying again

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are
You’re the cheater of the year

I hope that you’re happy,
You've ruined everything we had
I want my spinfire t-shirt back

You know what my stance is,
I don’t do second chances
And all those high school dances
I could have gone stag

You tried to be G rated,
But that’s not how I played it in my head
Oh Ooh…

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are
You’re the cheater of the year

Cheater of the year
Is good to know that you’ll be sorry

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are

Re-online

2009-02-07T23:18:00.004+08:00

Folks here me go again..

I'm alone in my house right now and there's a lot of things going on over here. I just need a good time alone resting up my mind after argueing inside my head over 'the end' of my relationship with my girl today. Sad eh? don't cry.

I expected my ending anyway. One of my friend told me to break up with her after i told him that before this we nearly end our relationship. I believe her and have faith in her still that is why i keep the relationship going. So I've explained that to that friend of mine too.

But ya know, the day call it an end today. So we must obey. Therefore, today 7 February 2009, I'm back with a life story. Not a couple of life's story.

Let's hear some songs shall we?

My Chemical Romance
Disenchanted

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all

gahh..i will edit with the songs player later on and such. Just not in the friggin mood to type. So out yeah folks. Good night.

My Dream

2009-01-25T17:18:00.003+08:00

People!!Nels Dzyre is wishing you all GOOD MORNING! its 1 o'clock anyway.

Do you have a dream? more like ambition or whatever it is. Basically it is something that you wanna do and you can't do but you still want to do and you were hoping you will do. Just do damn it.

I have a dream too. But more like i share a dream. No, we share a dream. Back in old time, my friend Ron and I, were really into stuff like, hardware-technology-software-internet-robotic any related electronic stuff which will put under one category [Technology]

His a crazy freak. He invented stuff! Is not even a normal stuff! This guy is pure genius i can said. More then a genius he looks like a dumb ass person to me. Haha no offense Ron ( i wish he could hear me.. )

Okayyy. 17th January 2008, the day of nightmare to me. I lose half of my dream. The only dream that i have, I have lost half of it. Why is it? Why can it be? I wish I would have answer that before this things happen. Its way too late now, every mistake was pointed at me which i could never not agree with it. Its my fault my endless way of thinking makes me a SINFUL person. My very best friend had passed away. It is very sad to me. It is not just sad, i feel so dead.

I couldn't do a shit to stop it and I can't accept his death. If I were given a second chance, i will really, i will really be the correct person of that particurlaly moment. I'm a bitch and thanks to that i had lost a friend. Not just Ron, i had lost once before a lot time ago..wawyn.

I am really a sinful person. I did so many thing and this one sin that i can never forgive myself for repeating it. I had killed two of my best friends. I killed 'em. I made an unforgiven sin. I live in a regret world where i wish someone will end me by killing me the same way i killed them. But, i will never let my best friends died in vain. I will never die in this battle on earth. I will keep staying alive and face them face to face when its time. I will ask for forgiveness, i will ask for their forgiveness for just one last time. Just a forgiveness from them will clear all the sin away..

So from now on i decide that my clan ' The Sin ' which belong to my friends and me, will always be alive out there and be known so that it can be the symbol of a sin that a kid like me, like us and everyone else that had make a mistake in their life, and asking for forgiveness. Also, I will keep on trying to archive my share dream, even if it just a half that complete it.

So i guess ya'all, pen off for now aite..

take this song and get a grip of your own damn sin for now on.

Avenged Sevenfold
Afterlife

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm ready to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm ready to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Yet another prison like day

2009-01-25T16:47:00.003+08:00

Hey I'm back! *wait*

I've been here all along anyway..

That's the problem don't any of you think so? I feel like I'm a wall able to reflect anything that were voice out against me. Well that basically what a wall is anyway.

Okay cut the crap. I feel like zombie again today. Half ass sleepy even though i sleep like a pig, the damn fever who love me so much and of course, nobody's home yet. Its almost 3 o'clock, my sister will be back soon. (well the fact that its not gonna change anything makes it no different) i still feel alone and bored. But yeah, that just me. Back in primary, before primary, the world really have been so cold on me. Pretty lame ass story don't you think?

CHANGE SUBJECT

I woke up, take a look on my dinner table, end up going back to my room. Why? There is no food for me to swallow. Well, its normal though. ( Hey you over there! don't feel sad for me! I hate it! )

Stuff never really change in me since i was little. Seeing weird things, people come, people leaves, people dies, yeah it never change. I keep being in the middle of all the damn things that happen which i can really said ( F*ck off nels! ) where i couldn't really said it.

Crap i need to go to toilet, behold people! Brb.

Before that, listen to this aite?

Secondhand Serenade
Half Alive

It's four am, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret..

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight..

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

Hey I'm back..

Look, i just have this feeling that i want to live as a normal person. Yes you can said I'm normal but to me I am not normal. Normal person don't get sick always, normal person do not have EYES of the curse and normal person will always carve smile in any part of their hearts. But i don't.

Gahh..i just lost my mood to type. Its still early, but i will just let my favorite song take over for now.

Oh yeah, was hopping she will msg me today but, hmm..i guess she's busy eh..

Avenged Sevenfold
Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

I am writting, or typing? whatsoever

2009-01-25T16:14:00.006+08:00

I feel like writing today so i end up in front of my offline laptop, typing with no borders and reason to begin with. I just want to type so i end up typing OKAY (nuff said). On the other hand my sickness still love to hang on to me and never seem that they want to leave for now. Its a hellish feeling I'm having right now with this so much fever and i could barely hold a cup properly. As hell as it looks I still love listening to my music and waiting for someone to message me. She's at work right now, so i can only think of her working hard. Gambanteh!.

Hehe, now my mood is getting better. Oh wait, let me make a milo for myself first. Hold on ya..Before that, why don't you listen to this song first. Its one of my favourite!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Eye Watering

My love's like an arm chair.
It's inclined to recline
And sweep you off of your feet.
My structure is perfect.
There's no flaw in design.
A decent buy for you.
There's no rest for a luxury.
There's no rest for me.

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way.
Things change, its happening everyday.
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face.
We'll sit and sing a song
of what we did wrong.

Now that I'm used up
and my arms start to fade
you can pay to upgrade.
Or you can replace me.
Finalize my demise,
a new surprise for you.
There's no rest for a luxury.
There's no rest for me.

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way.
Things change, its happening everyday.
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face.
We'll sit and sing a song
of what we did wrong.

Don't tell me the worst is over now.
Don't tell me what I can see with my eyes.
Don't tell me the worst is over now.
Bend my will again, then mend it straight.

Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way.
Things change, its happening everyday.
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face.
We'll sit and sing a song
of what we did wrong.

And maybe I'll regret you,
And maybe I'll regret you,
And maybe I'll regret you
It's all in my mind.
All in my mind .
And maybe I'll regret you,
And maybe I'll regret you,
And maybe I'll regret you.
It's all in my mind.
All in my mind.

Okay I'm back! Damn man the Milo taste good! waaha!

Okay let see.

Back then while making Milo I thought of something very funny. Almost every day last year, I will get school sick everytime I think of going to school the next day. I have to wake up early is one thing, disturb my good sleep is one thing, WORST of all is i have to listen to most of the crap teacher have almost everyDAY! That is one of the damn thing that give me the sick. But of course, I have friends that make me sick too. This one is the second damn thing though. Overall, there is one little thing that change every sickness into happiness (hahaha this sentence is funny).

ITS MY GIRL!

Ho Tian Ai, a girl born in planet called earth. Date of birth, eto...I forgot.

Kidding!

Let me type in big fonts. Hmmhm. Edit here..edit there..kao tim!

8 SEPTEMBER OF 1991

Okay let's continue about her. She is a well not-known piggy. She eats a lot. She is very noisy. She can be auntie most of the time. WORST OF ALL, she is so cuteeeeeeee ! *heart laopo*

Hey there is something fisshy here. *thinking*

Oh, She DID the same thing as ME! Hurrayyyyyy!

Haha, there is all there to it for today i guess. It is almost 4 o'clock now. I gotta rest since my head is going to fall soon due to overheat.

Well i just thought about something. This might as well go into a blog. I will put it on when i have my connection again. :}

Ta-da~

Ending Song

Yellow Card
Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and i know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone

Hear i go,scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there`s just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
you are my only one